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around telling me all dat crap about me fuqin u over aiite?? cuz it ain't happening.not now, not later...not in dis world.</P> <P>u are the truley the best dee! when everything just sucks down here, i can always turn to u and u just always knoe how to make me feel better!and i knoe no matter what happens, u always got mah back and that ur never gonna leave! and u knoe that im always gonna be here for u no matter whut, im always on ur side so u dont let them haterz or fuckers up there mess with u alrytes! ur way better then any of them!miss u lots! ryte now, i dont even feel like i got any friends down here.probley bc im not acting like a good frined either.im just kinda in this mood, where i just dont care about anything and im just in mah own world..i dont belong down here...i miss phoenix...jane,sam..just wait...ill be up there sooon.i miss u guys muchos =|.and aram..like u said..were all gonna be reunited again..lol..i think our lil groups been apart way to long huh~! time for jennie to get her ass back over there...so just wait a couple of months..ill be back! then i could just leave tucson and make it easier on everyone else..no more shiet and drama. not like im gonna be missed or anything.</P> <P>-----------------------------------------------</P> <P><IMG src="http://images.bravenet.com/brpics/smilie/15_weeping.gif">[m o o d]: 4 months is way to long!</P></td></tr><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top" align="left"><div class="smalltext"><a href="http://ik-xjihaex.xanga.com/11662106/item/">4:57 PM</a><span class="itemviews"> - <a href="http://ik-xjihaex.xanga.com/11662106/item/">21 views</a></span> - <a href="http://ik-xjihaex.xanga.com/11662106/item/">22 eprops</a> - <a href="http://ik-xjihaex.xanga.com/11662106/item/">13 comments</a> - <a href="/send.aspx?uid=11662106&tab=weblogs&user=ik_xjihaex">email it</a></div></td></tr></table><br><div class="blogheader">Sunday, February 16, 2003</div><table border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="4" width="100%" class="blogbody"><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top"><P>just got off the phone with mah gangsta dee~~! why u gotta be so far huh? lol DaNm mR...lol..u fRlies neeed to get a cell mayn..so hard to get a hOld of u at times (^.^) v-day was alryte. didnt get to spend it it with the person i wanted to but u knoe..it was all goood. gave mah valentine gifts to him and it made me feel better...weird huh..but it reallie did. it just seemed like  a waste to throw it away when i originally got it for him u knoe..and plus i wanted to give it to him in the first place so im glad he accepted them.*thank yas* and deee dont forget dude..u owe me dinner..since we couldnt go eat on v-day.(^.~)wink wink! and remember, ur taken bah jennie so u better tell all dem Hoes,sluts and them scandlOus biatches..to *bacK off* yEh u guRlies heard me..lol dEee is taken bah me~!puhaa!but if there is a good enough gurlie for him...then ill think about giving him to u alryte..lol cuz i cant be having these hoes trying to be playing dee and all..sooo dee..if u find sumone who is worth ur time..u let me knoe..and then ill think about giving ya up..lol but in the mean time...ur taken bah me...(^.^) yeh i knoe u like dat..hahahah and thank u to aramie and shelly for the gifts..=) muhaaa..made me feel madd special..and plus aramie..u were mah other valentines u knoe..=) as always..and sungho..thank for the chocalte..lol..it was sweet of u~! u knoe i was onlie kidding when i told ya u should get me one..haha but thanks.</P> <P>even though with all this emotional struggle i gots going on ryte now..i reallie am trying to take everything step bah step and just trying to enjoy everything as it is. even if it is not exactly the way i might want it, life is to short to just throw it away u knoe. if it was meant to be, then some how or some way, god will bring us back together, but if not, then it wasent meant to be u knoe. so even if we just friends and nothing more, then that is okay with me to. it might be hard but hey~ i can get through it ryte? i dont want to have beef with anyone, i just want to get along with everybody and just have fun. im gonna try to work on that a lil bit more better</P></td></tr><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top" align="left"><div class="smalltext"><a href="http://ik-xjihaex.xanga.com/11471027/item/">2:40 AM</a><span class="itemviews"> - <a href="http://ik-xjihaex.xanga.com/11471027/item/">12 views</a></span> - <a href="http://ik-xjihaex.xanga.com/11471027/item/">14 eprops</a> - <a href="http://ik-xjihaex.xanga.com/11471027/item/">9 comments</a> - <a href="/send.aspx?uid=11471027&tab=weblogs&user=ik_xjihaex">email it</a></div></td></tr></table><br><div class="blogheader">Wednesday, February 12, 2003</div><table border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="4" width="100%" class="blogbody"><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top"><P>[inspiring words to think about]:Many people are afraid to forgive because they feel they must remember the wrong or they will not learn for it.The opposite is true. Though forgivness, the wrong is released from its emotional strangel hold on us so that we can learn from it. Through the power and intellidence of the heart, the release of forgivness brings expanded intelligence to work with the situation more effectively.</P> <P><IMG alt=xXi_MaHaL_yOohXx src="http://i.xanga.com/xXi_MaHaL_yOohXx/profile.gif" width=111 align=bottom></P> <P>-david mcarthur-</P> <P>[m o o d]:<IMG src="http://images.bravenet.com/brpics/smilie/headache.gif">emotionally and physically just reallie tired.just reallie stressed and sad. mah mind is full of all this shiet and everything just went wrong and mah heart cant handle any of it.just so tired of everything and just want to get the fuck out of here.<IMG src="http://images.bravenet.com/brpics/smilie/15_weeping.gif"> missing phoenix =| cant wait to go back.ryte jane? lol and sam u better cook me sum cambodian foood and when im up there,u, me and jane will go mUnch on sum korean food and sushie aites!</P> <P>[q u o t e]:"get rich or die trying" lol..dats whut it says on the 50 cent albUm.haha duNnoe why but i like it~<IMG src="http://images.bravenet.com/brpics/smilie/25_coolguy.gif"></P> <P>*[this song is the best.diz iz[ j e n n i e's song].puhaa~!*everyboDy be BumPin dIz in ur car aites~*</P> <P>50 CENT LYRICS</P> <P><IMG src="http://members.asianavenue.com/AA/AA-Things4u/pn.gif">"In Da Club"<IMG src="http://members.asianavenue.com/AA/AA-Things4u/pn.gif"></P> <P>[50 Cent]<BR>Go, go, go, go<BR>Go, go, go shawty<BR>It's your birthday<BR>We gon' party like it's yo birthday<BR>We gon' sip Bacardi like it's your birthday<BR>And you know we don't give a fuck<BR>It's not your birthday!</P> <P>[Chorus (2x)]<BR>You can find me in the club, bottle full of bub<BR>Look mami I got the X if you into taking drugs <BR>I'm into having sex, I ain't into making love <BR>So come give me a hug if you into getting rubbed</P> <P>[Verse]<BR>When I pull out up front, you see the Benz on dubs<BR>When I roll 20 deep, it's 20 knives in the club<BR>Niggas heard I fuck with Dre, now they wanna show me love<BR>When you sell like Eminem, and the hoes they wanna fuck <BR>But homie ain't nothing change hold down, G's up<BR>I see Xzibit in the Cutt that nigga roll that weed up<BR>If you watch how I move you'll mistake me for a playa or pimp<BR>Been hit wit a few shells but I dont walk wit a limp<BR>In the hood then the ladies saying "50 you hot"<BR>They like me, I want them to love me like they love 'Pac<BR>But holla in New York them niggas'll tell ya im loco<BR>And the plan is to put the rap game in a choke hold<BR>I'm feelin' focused man, my money on my mind<BR>I got a mill out the deal and I'm still on the grind<BR>Now shawty said she feeling my style, she feeling my flow<BR>Her girlfriend wanna get bi and they ready to go</P> <P>[Chorus (2x)]</P> <P>[Bridge]<BR>My flow, my show brought me the doe<BR>That bought me all my fancy things <BR>My crib, my cars, my pools, my jewels<BR>Look nigga i done came up and i ain't change.</P> <P>[Verse]<BR>And you should love it, way more then you hate it<BR>Nigga you mad? I thought that you'd be happy I made it<BR>I'm that cat by the bar toasting to the good life<BR>You that faggot ass nigga trying to pull me back right?<BR>When my junk get to pumpin in the club it's on<BR>I wink my eye at ya bitch, if she smiles she gone<BR>If the roof on fire, let the motherfucker burn<BR>If you talking bout money homie, I ain't concerned<BR>I'm a tell you what Banks told me cause go 'head switch the style up<BR>If the niggas hate then let 'em hate <BR>Watch the money pile up<BR>Or we go upside there wit a bottle of bub<BR>You know where we fucking be</P> <P>[Chorus (2x)]</P> <P>[Talking]<BR>[Laughing] Don't try to act like you ain't know where we been either nigga<BR>In the club all the time nigga, its about to pop off nigga<BR>G-Unit<BR> </P> <P> ----------------------------------------------------------------------------</P> <P><IMG src="http://images.bravenet.com/brpics/smilie/1_grin.gif">the<IMG src="http://members.asianavenue.com/AA/AA-Things4u/pn.gif"> 98.3 slow jam concert<IMG src="http://members.asianavenue.com/AA/AA-Things4u/pn.gif"> was da best..went with mandi,don and aramie~! it was nyce to get mah mind off of things and just goO have sum fun.screaming and just dancing.(^.^)...Danm TyRese..HELLLLLLLA FioooOoNe~!<IMG src="http://images.bravenet.com/brpics/smilie/hearts.gif">he looked gOood and he can sing..DaNm mAh fRIend got to kiss him...LUckY guRl~!hahah and 112...DaNm(^.^) they all had the cRoWd going..gotta give madd PRoPs to amanda pErez..dang she had the whole Crowd wOrkin too and dang she can sing...lol so go get her cd!</P> <P>-------------------------------------------------------------------------------</P> <P>dee where u at huh? ive been tryin to call ur for liek 2 days now..u just gonna leave me hanging? =\ gRRRr~! lol..HoPE u feeling better and everything is okok! u get mUchO rests and get better soon ok..and please try to have ur moms cell alryte..so hard to get a hold of u! and i got ur letter toDay..awwwww u so cute..ur babie pics and the other 2 u sent me...awwww~! ^.^ dEe thanks for everything..u and jina been reaLlie hElpful and just helping me though this shiet...even though ive been stressing over  the same shiet..u guys still listen to me and was here..thank u jina and dEeE~! whut would i do without u guYs! jin ja thanks..<IMG src="http://images.bravenet.com/brpics/smilie/grouphug.gif"></P> <P><IMG src="http://images.bravenet.com/brpics/smilie/wave1.gif">and to [ryan oppa] hope u have a safe flight to china tomm..daNm ur gonna be so far away =| *snif snif* jennie will miss u muchos but u better keep in touch okokokok~!!! write me MUcho letters =) and u Knoe jeNnie will be writing u muchos toOo..just do gOood over there, be safe..and just have fun..get whut u need to get done there and then HURrY and get uR Butt back here alryte? ill call u tomm b4 u go to the airpOrt~!!!!!<BR></P></td></tr><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top" align="left"><div class="smalltext"><a href="http://ik-xjihaex.xanga.com/11220994/item/">2:01 AM</a><span class="itemviews"> - <a href="http://ik-xjihaex.xanga.com/11220994/item/">21 views</a></span> - <a href="http://ik-xjihaex.xanga.com/11220994/item/">16 eprops</a> - <a href="http://ik-xjihaex.xanga.com/11220994/item/">10 comments</a> - <a href="/send.aspx?uid=11220994&tab=weblogs&user=ik_xjihaex">email it</a></div></td></tr></table><br><div class="blogheader">Friday, February 07, 2003</div><table border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="4" width="100%" class="blogbody"><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top">the funnie this is, i liked you so much that i just blew it for myself. i was so affraid to loose you that the thought of u liking someone else besides me scared me so much. i didnt have enough trust in you and i caved in. i caved in majorly and now i just hurt two of my friends. no wonder your so mad at me, why shouldnt you be. ill never be able to say enough sorrys to you both but appoigies dont fix everything. im just so sorry. wether u guys belive me or not. im sorrie i just added more shiet for you guys. im not asking you guys to forgive me but just maybe maybe give me another chance..i knoe you guys hate me ryte now....and mah mind is just so full of stuff i cant think straight ryte now. my fault for the way i handled things. i messed up royally and now im just so scared of everything. i never meant to hurt u guys....even though i did...but please ga ji ma? please.....i need u so much..please...neh ga jal mothae suh..nah bu li ji ma.....please =*( i knoe im not on ur good side at this moment, and i knoe i blew it...but please just give me another chance pleasE?</td></tr><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top" align="left"><div class="smalltext"><a href="http://ik-xjihaex.xanga.com/10897230/item/">1:56 PM</a><span class="itemviews"> - <a href="http://ik-xjihaex.xanga.com/10897230/item/">17 views</a></span> - <a href="http://ik-xjihaex.xanga.com/10897230/item/">24 eprops</a> - <a href="http://ik-xjihaex.xanga.com/10897230/item/">15 comments</a> - <a href="/send.aspx?uid=10897230&tab=weblogs&user=ik_xjihaex">email it</a></div></td></tr></table><br><div class="blogheader">Monday, February 03, 2003</div><table border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="4" width="100%" class="blogbody"><tr><td width="5%"><p></p></td><td valign="top"><P>im madd TirEd (>_<) i dont even knoe why im so tired but i am. work wore me out a lot this weekened.but it kept mah mind off from things so i guess it was okie. i did sum shopping yesterday b4 i went into work and i got the cutest valentines gift for *mah mr* even thOugh we not officialy together still doesnt mean i cant get him anything ryte? he knoe i still lub him mucHos! and plus,i couldnt help it..its was all just so cute! <IMG alt=SwTxKrNxViKkY src="http://i.xanga.com/SwTxKrNxViKkY/profile.gif" width=140 align=bottom> i hab to finsih the rest of mah valentine shopping this week with jina! goshie i miss him muchos!hopefully this week,we will be able to get spend sum time together. i <3 spending Tyme wit him.even if its for a split second.its still nyce! and im sOrRie for getting all stressed out and jealous bc that one guRl likes u. But now i knoe for sure u guys are just friends so im a lil bit more relaxed! but ghe leh doo im still kinda scared =| * i dont want her taking u away from me* and as stupid as that sounds thats just the truth. she sees u more then i do and even though u made it prettie clear that u guys are just friends..it still scares me! but i do Trust u and whut  u told me.so just please dont make me assume other wise =| cuz i duNnoe if i can take it if u ended up likeing her!</P> <P><IMG alt=LiLxLiSax729 src="http://i.xanga.com/LiLxLiSax729/profile.piggy1" width=170 align=bottom></P> <P>and i finally got mah new ceLl pHoNe! woOot wOOoot! 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